8 1/2 weeks pregnant, separated from husband, & i want to die?

Dear fine person, you are not alone! -- you just need to find what people & things that will help you. And I mean NOW ! Your local Women's Crisis Hotline ( in L.A. we have Project Sister, for example), or the like, family, friends, medical professionals? There are those who will listen & give you real, actual,material help. If one person or plan ( & you are going to have to make a little effort here too) isn't effective, move on to the next. You are a child of the universe, no less important than anyone else!! And soon you will bring into the world [& a world that you will make] another prescious child. You have EVERYTHING to live for! You are fortunate but you just don't know it. You do sound depressed, but that can be changed. Look at your health -- what are you eating,etc? There are many excellent books on Health (& mood) in pregnancy. Go to Amazon.com & start looking some up -- you don't have to buy, get them from the Public Library. If you are married, you have legal rights ( that's one reason people marry, isn't it?) & perhaps should get some legal advice. Your husband has responsibilities, after all, even if he is moved out. Many counties have Legal Aid Hotlines,etc. So make the call. You have a little time to prepare for the baby so use the time wisely. Whatever you do to help yourself physically & emotionaly will help your baby. Be strong, hold on, plan & prepare. With warmest wishes, A.